Something New

Its a new year,
guess that means
its time to try
something new to me.

So I'm going to
say something
I've never said
before, to anyone.

Hello and who
the hell are you?
What are you
doing in my life?

Why are you
reading this
piece of my soul?
Will I get it back?

Am I really supposed
to try and be nice?
Or am I able to live
like I've always wanted?

You said I'm sweet,
innocent and not
going to cause trouble,
but my god you're wrong.

Someone else said
I am a monster
and they don't know
why I am still alive.

I wanted to
rip their head
off and run,
but I didn't.

So once again
hello and who
the hell are you?
Why are you here?