The Sun is Shining Through Again

I thought this was the end, but now I see it is not even close to such a horrifying thing. In fact, I now see that this is only the beginning. 

The Moths Died for Nothing

Once a wise young man wrote that the moths don't die for nothing because a kiss is never just a kiss. I hate to argue with him, but he was wrong, because every kiss I have ever had was just a kiss. Nothing mattered to those people like it did to me. So I'm sorry but the moths DID die for nothing, and so did I. 

The Pain of Summer's End

I guess you always break your promises, because you made many this summer, and you only kept one. The one you kept was a joke, it doesn't even matter. How could you?

The Final Requests

Dream. Do it now. 

The Twisted Ending

You think you broke me?
Oh, you're wrong,
I am only stronger.
Thank you. 

The Train Wreak

They all left me. All I can do is move on and forget about it. 

The Heart No Longer Beating

Its hard to believe that you're in love, because lately you haven't done anything to show it.
You hardly talk to her.
You hardly talk to me.
And your heart no longer beats.

The Map

Come see me, please. I'll draw you a map to my hideout and then we'll find our own place without the map. 

The Absolutely Painless

It never hurts to smile.
It never will. 

The Illusion

You love me, you care, you trust me, but you loathe me, you hate it, and you don't believe me. 

The Beggar of a Loveless World

Don't tell me not to cry when you don't know what's wrong. Don't tell me to be happy when you don't even know what happiness it. And Please don't be mad at me, because I never meant to make you so mad...

The Goodbye

Yesterday I heard you are going away for a while, only to get away from me. You called me a monster, months ago, and not a word since. Until now, when you said that you are moving. I don't want you to go away, I don't want to leave you and I don't want you to leave me. But since you want to leave and you won't talk to me, let me use this to say goodbye to you Phillip.

The Answering Machine

Stop telling me to be a "Good Girl" I am not going to be. Because I only am and only ever will be whoever the hell I want to be.

Thank you

And goodbye now,

Please don't leave a message at the beep. 

The Perfection of Us

I get that you aren't perfect. You play video games and drink like nobody's business, but I am ugly and lame. Neither of us are perfect, but that's okay, because I love you how you are and you say you love me as I am. We are a perfect pair even in our imperfections.

The Lost Grip

You told me to hold on
that the letters never sent, would be sent.
You told me to hold on
that you would be here someday/
You told me to hold on
that the two of us would make everything work.
You told me to hold on
but I can't hold on much longer.
Are you still wanting me to
hold on?

The So Called Plan

I don't know any of this, but somehow I think I know too much

The Little Notes

I wish I could tell you to meet me by the river tonight at 7, like we used to.

The Things Which Are LOVE

Love is me. Love is you. Love only is and has only ever been the two of us. 

The Ifs

If I could say anything to you right now, I would choose to say I love you. If I could do anything after that, I would hope to kiss you. Sorry, don't ask why, my heart wont even tell me.

For J.M

The Appreciation

I know we fight all the time.
I know you love me and hate me
at the same time.
I know you deserve better.
I know you don't care
but thank you for choosing me.

The Hearing

I heard that she broke you, I saw the after math of the war you two had, and I smell the burning flesh. I know you can't talk to me anymore, all because of her, but I just wanted you to know that I heard you when you called  my name and I was on my way to help you. I heard you crying in the dump back behind her apartment and I heard you scream as you bled on the floor of your old cracked up stairs bedroom. I heard you whisper that you love me seconds before she struck you the last time. I heard your heart break and your soul moan. Now it's my turn to say something for you to hear, let me help you, I can mend your wings in seconds flat and I can get you back up, I will give you all of my heart and any of my soul even if it kills me. 

The Dreamer

Only those who dare to dream will ever get the things they want

The Forgotten

Who am I
who are you? 

The Tower's Warning

Before you can be happy, you must find the good in yourself and others. 

The Wonders of the Mirror

Get up, right now and go to a mirror. Look yourself in the eye and say, "I am beautiful or handsome. I am strong. I am happy. I am alive." Now blow yourself a kiss or give yourself a hug. Feel that? It's called love. And you have to love yourself even in imperfection before anyone else will ever be able to love you. 

The Feeling of Happiness

If you sit still for 30 seconds and think of one good memory you will begin to smile or laugh, that is the only way to create true happiness when the world seems to be falling down.

As The Roses Say

I know I can't talk to you for a while, but I just hope you know, I love you.