The Never Ending Rampage

Ghosts everywhere quoting all the best things you've ever said to me.  Spiders are forming webs over the locked boxes of our memories - unforgotten yet ignored for months. Demons asking for pain to feast on; trying to make me miss you more than I already do or want to tear you to shreds for leaving me again. Witches came by to collect tears of the broken hearted and blood of the dead thing sitting inside of me, for spells and potions more insane than your wildest dreams. Banshees are afraid of me because this pain makes my shrill screams so much worse than theirs. It's all because of you. This year, Halloween will be beyond memorable.

The Royal Blue World

There is love here, there is sadness. People sing and dance here, people scream and bleed here. Some days you will float effortlessly, others you will inevitably sink; the trick is knowing when to swim.

Just remember it is balanced as you feel necessary. 

The Sound Falling Pieces Make

A shattering heart is the loudest thing you will ever hear. The only thing louder will be the screaming your own heart makes when it breaks.

Don't worry though.

This too shall pass.

The Missing Pieces of Info

So science is not my cup of tea, I wish you were still around to help me gather my info and understand why we are here and how to make this works. I want to be able to go to you and say that i finally get what you spent so long trying to teach me. I miss my tutor and my best friend, i miss feeling loved and making you feel loved. I miss helping each other find better things in love than the shitty situations we have been given. And I guess this web page is going to become one big boring mess of letters written for to you for the world and all its strangers to see when they get bored and go out looking for more pathetic drama to read. And maybe you get that and maybe you don't, but right now, i don't give a damn because you need these and you are going to find them someday if its the last god damn thing you do.
                                                                                                                Forever
                                                                                                         Your Broken Lover

The Flowing River

There are so many things people want to say, so many things they can't because they know someone will hate them for it, so many things driving each and every one of us crazy.

I think you should say those things today. It's better than letting them build up inside you enough to really kill you.

Besides, I think you will feel a lot better after letting yourself go anyway.

the Apathetic Apology

I never sat down and ripped my heart out for you.

I just fell in love.

I never wanted to be the best part of our life.

I just wanted to be in it.

I never decided to hurt you all those times.

I just didn't think clearly.

I never begged someone for more of their time when they left.

I just figured you were different.