I remember when we first met. You were 16, I was 12. You said I was cute and I said you were full of heart. You had the best smile and the nicest personality, but you had scars along your arms and slashes across your heart. After a few weeks we joked around claiming we could be soul mates. That's the last I heard from you, 6 months, 2 weeks and 4 days ago. Its a shame I cant get to you today though, afterall it is your birthday. So happy fucking birthday. You are now 17 and one year away from being a legal adult. I'm sorry she did what she did, I'm sorry I met you, and I'm sorry but happy fucking seventeenth. I'll sit here with blood running down my arms and my best knife clutched close by, hidden in a vail of tears. I hope you are having fun wherever you are, doing whatever you may be doing, and if you see this, Star, I hope you know that I did awknowledge your fucking birthday yet again.
I thought, at one time, that this could simply all exist for one special person. That was a huge mistake, this is for everyone to find meaning in. Take what you will how you will, enjoy or not, all of that is up to you. I can create what I am inspired to and leave it here in hopes someone will find this feeling that it is for them and only them, while the anyone can feel this way and understand the point - finding meaning in yourself. If you've found this, I love you even more.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Happy Fucking Birthday
I remember when we first met. You were 16, I was 12. You said I was cute and I said you were full of heart. You had the best smile and the nicest personality, but you had scars along your arms and slashes across your heart. After a few weeks we joked around claiming we could be soul mates. That's the last I heard from you, 6 months, 2 weeks and 4 days ago. Its a shame I cant get to you today though, afterall it is your birthday. So happy fucking birthday. You are now 17 and one year away from being a legal adult. I'm sorry she did what she did, I'm sorry I met you, and I'm sorry but happy fucking seventeenth. I'll sit here with blood running down my arms and my best knife clutched close by, hidden in a vail of tears. I hope you are having fun wherever you are, doing whatever you may be doing, and if you see this, Star, I hope you know that I did awknowledge your fucking birthday yet again.
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