I really do love you. I really do. It's just that my tears are overpowering my will. It's just that my smile is pathetic. It's just that I don't know who I am or what to do. I'm so sorry love, but I just don't have the patience to put up with myself lately. It's like I'm fighting my heart for my own soul. It's like I'm paying myself for a moment of my own time. It's like fear of myself hurting me is making me hurt worse than if I just did the things I think I should. Maybe I'm losing my voice. Maybe I'm just losing my ability to write. Maybe I'm just losing my head. Should you see me walking down the street could you please tell me where it is I've gone?
I thought, at one time, that this could simply all exist for one special person. That was a huge mistake, this is for everyone to find meaning in. Take what you will how you will, enjoy or not, all of that is up to you. I can create what I am inspired to and leave it here in hopes someone will find this feeling that it is for them and only them, while the anyone can feel this way and understand the point - finding meaning in yourself. If you've found this, I love you even more.
Monday, October 29, 2012
The Things Running Through My Bad Mind
I really do love you. I really do. It's just that my tears are overpowering my will. It's just that my smile is pathetic. It's just that I don't know who I am or what to do. I'm so sorry love, but I just don't have the patience to put up with myself lately. It's like I'm fighting my heart for my own soul. It's like I'm paying myself for a moment of my own time. It's like fear of myself hurting me is making me hurt worse than if I just did the things I think I should. Maybe I'm losing my voice. Maybe I'm just losing my ability to write. Maybe I'm just losing my head. Should you see me walking down the street could you please tell me where it is I've gone?
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