Just in case you
were wondering I heard you screaming when I fell, I saw you bleed
when I got scratched up, and I know you wanted to give me your joy
when I was broken by sorrow. But I need you to know that I took that
fall, so you would only scream, bleed, and smile when the world tried
to bring you down. I tool that fall only so you wouldn't have to
later on. Because I am all out of midnight phone calls saying all
those things we both wish I had said. I'm all out of words to whisper
just behind your ear when we drift effortlessly off to sleep. And I
am sorry to say this, but I've even run out of your favorite, those
lovely rants that could go on and on about how important you are to
me, who I am when we are together, and all those moods we had when I
couldn't clearly tell which parts of us were you and which were me.
And just in case you didn't know this yet, I only walked away because
I knew that you could no longer freely stay. I hope that you remember
that when you go back to your dream state of mind and hear me all
those times when I promised, I swore, Forever and Always, and all
those moments we were so wrapped up in each other that I promised I
would not be the one to leave you. I did it because that's what made
you happier than I ever knew how to.
Please don't
forget to remember me and all the things we did for each other
because that's exactly what it means to be in love.
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