The I Missed Yous

Today when you called, I couldn't believe it was you. It's only been a week and I missed you so much. Not a word for a week and I went crazy, I can't imagine what it'd be like if it were months at a time. At least I'll see you tomorrow and I will give you the biggest hug a little girl can give and I will give you the sweetest kiss you've ever tasted.

I love you.

I missed you.

The Love

Today I was walking with my friend, he's tall, dark, and handsome. Well he and I went strolling and as we were strolling we decided to talk of love. I asked him what love is to him and his answer was quite alarming, "Love is Kilvan, the most beautiful girl in the world. Love is Kilvan, the girl who's been so much yet still manages to smile for me. But most importantly, Love is the way everything works out when I am with her." It's not that his answer was alarming in a negative light, its that I've never heard him speak so fondly of anyone. So I asked another thing, if she is love, then does she know she is loved? He stood still and stared up at the sky, " I have not told her, but I know she knows. She has read it in my eyes, and she can feel it in her soul. Besides, I can't tell her just yet..." Again I asked, why, and he smiled, "We are young. We are in love. She is mine. I am hers. I don't want to ruin that, because I need her to stay with me." Before I could ask anything more, before I could say another word, we reached my front door just as the first drop of rain fell. As we hugged goodbye I began to cry. Where is my love? Where is the one who'll talk about me? When will I be love to someone of my own? And then I realized if I keep asking questions,  there will never be fun in waiting for the answers.

I Need You

I had my favorite knife in my hand
Ready to release my pain,
But then you called.
It was a simple
"How are you?"
But those three words
Pulled me from my depression.
You put a smile on my face
When, only moments ago,
Tears were raining down.
You have no idea what you do to me.
You can easily pull me from the depths of Hell
With a simple "Hello".
I try to ignore the pull I feel to you all the time,
But it's useless.
I can't be away from you for too long
Without growing restless.
I need you more than you can ever imagine,
So please don't leave.
I need you.

The Its Time

People say that I need to forget you. They say I  have him and though we've got a bad history we've changed and he's better. Well, umm... I love him, but I can't stop thinking about how wrong I was to play that stupid game and leave you standing out in the rain. I want you to forgive me, but I need you to forget me first. I can see the pain in your eyes and I can hear the sorrow in your voice, even when you think I'm not around. But I guess it's time for us both to leave an burn the memories before we change our minds yet again. Go on, it's time.

The Goodbyes

Goodbyes are hard, especially when there are things left unsaid, battles left unwon, and wounds still spewing that crimson poison. I heard you are gonna go away and it's only to get away from me, so to you I'll say I'm sorry and this is my silent goodbye. Should I see you again just know I'm done crying... Goodbye, now... I suppose...

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The I love

Love is an interesting thing, it has the power to make or break you. Well, recently I realized I really am loved, and so are you. We are all loved by someone somewhere at every single moment. Some of us have a lot of people and little love from each and others have a few that love a lot. Now that I think about it, I love you. I may or may not know you, but I sure as hell love you. Thank you

Love is

Love is
The gentle way you hold my hand.
Love is
A hug from behind that scares me half to death.
Love is
The gleam in my eyes when I see you
Love is
The sweet smile you give me everyday.
Love is
The way my heart skips a beat when you are around.
Love is
The way I can talk to you hours on end without running out of words to say.
Love is
The way I felt about you ever since I met you.

The True Love

I know that there are people that don't want me to say this. There are people who won't believe it and there are the people like us that are experiencing it too. I swear I think about you every second of every single day and I never want to stop. I need you, not in the way you think but I need you because you are the reason for my new found happiness. I love you, nay I am in love with you. Whenever I'm wrapped in your arms I feel safer than I've ever felt before, I feel loved, genuinely loved too. With you I know my place. I trust you more than I've ever trusted a guy. You say you love me more than I love you, but somehow I don't think thats possible. Because I love you so so much. Thank you for coming into my life, but please, don't you ever leave me. Baby, I love you. And this is true love too.